Life is interesting!! if you want to call it that, i'm not on much these days as I'm having big probs with the bipolar ,over the past few weeks I've been way worse.
I don't see any point in moaning on about how I feel, today I feel good so I thought I'd just say hello.
I miss everyone very much ,I feel quite alone not talking to anyone,it feels like i've lost touch with my "family".
My son is having a great time exam leave since April and doesn't return till June 9th he only had four exams and they were at the begining.A lot of his friends are finnished as well so they hang out together, he is becoming so much more independant........apart from cooking ..LOL
I go to my drop in (day centre) each day I realy enjoy it begining to get used to being with about six people ,although that is hard.
I am being encouraged to take part in different things like walking, carpet bowls, gym, swimming playing pool and talking, it doesn't always work but no-one critisezes me we all accept each other as we are.....I only wish everyone "outside" was like that.
my mil is not good she seems to be going down hill pretty quickly, it's a worry for us all , my poor hubby has so much too deal with I honestly don't know how he copes, sometimes he just comes apart and I don't seem to be of much help to him.
It is a beautifull sunny day ,clear blue sky not a breath of wind day and very warm I am pretty high today so I don't know what to do ,whether to go out on my bike(but my bodys a bit burnt out was manic last night at the bowling) or do i at last go and decorate my sons room, that i've been talking about for months ............I wonder if I could do both ...........
"warrior woman " strikes again LOL
We'll see , I'll let you all know what I do
I miss you all so so so so much
love and hugs
moonlight
PS---Rls is only there in the mornings when I get up, who knows why but long may it stay like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
