ok. Maybe my need for space is part of the RLS. Maybe not. Maybe it's an electro-repulsive force generated becasue my circuits are coiled adversely to other peoples?
. At least I see other people have to deal with similar things, and maybe its RLS-y. Partly.
My friend said something to me today; moonlight your "ships in the night" commment made me think of it. I was sad because I was giving so little to the relationship, and I just *couldn't* give more,. I didn't have it in me to give, though I could see the need and I *wanted* to be able to give more. And he said, the solution is to find someone who accepts you for who you are, including being content with the amount you're able to give.
That's sort of a peaceful thing to think.
Maybe it's him, maybe not, but if I can't give any more than I'm giving, I need someone who can accept that small amount and be content with it. What a concept.