Well... This should be fun
I bought a pack of cigarettes today.. It's been 3 years and some change... I dunno, it felt great when I took my first drag... Meh, all these years without touching them and lately with all my stress I have had multiple dreams of me smoking, etc.. I dunno. My RLS & other problems seemed to appear after I quit.. seems like a small part of me has the unreal expectation it'll all go away if I lite up again.. I know that's not true, but it felt so good. Seems like everything is coming full circle with me, I keep repeating the past.
I was a smoker from around 12/13 until my 21st birthday... now here I am after just turning 24 At least I can say I don't intend it to be like before, where I could go through a pack a day sometimes, I think I will only have one when I am simply stressed way out, vs habbit/to kill time, etc. like I used to.
I was a smoker from around 12/13 until my 21st birthday... now here I am after just turning 24 At least I can say I don't intend it to be like before, where I could go through a pack a day sometimes, I think I will only have one when I am simply stressed way out, vs habbit/to kill time, etc. like I used to.