Ok, Now you have gone and done it........I am crying now.......tears of joy!! Your words of love and kindness are heart warming and touch my soul as they always have. We go way back sister girlfriend and I know you well. I also know this is not about anything more than supporting each and everyone of us, and I thankyou for it.
All I can ask from this whole thing is to learn and grow. And that is what I am doing. And the gold star is just like being on the honor roll. It doesnt take much to make me happy. A pat on the back goes alot futher than a slap on the hand anyday for me. My chin is up and my shoulders back and I can now get on with my day. You my dear are a blessing in my life and I miss my Jan with all my heart. Words are so powerful, and take on a life of their own and once they are said can never be taken back.
I have said it before and I will say it again, All of you are my family, my only family and you are cherished to me. I grew up in this forum, my life saved by my sister Jan and Jumpy and ruby and nadia and you, we were small and close, and so many are gone now, and so many new are here that I love and respect, but I am a creature of old habbits, I dont venture out too much.
I feel bad about that. There are so many wonderful loving careing people here now and I dont let them know that enough. So I am doing it now. Speaking to all of you, Hello my rls family, thankyou all so much for speaking from your hearts and giving me hope each and everyday. I want to get to know you all better and am trying to start that now. I use to do healing ceremonies in here, but after all that has gone down dont feel it is the right place any more. For those of you who remember them know how powerful they were. It was a great honor for me to do and I still do them but not the same way.
Since my journey the other day my calling has come and it is time to heal the crow outside my window just told me so (no I am not crazy) just native american who knows the power in love and prayers. So I will do what is in my heart and do what I need to. Your prayers are welcome in the alter my email addy has changed and I dont know how to fix it (SUsan) lol it is email@example.com
this is not about religion its about love and faith, some of you know how it works if any of you want to know, just ask. And if this is offencive to any one dont pay attention to it.
It is my hertiage and my way of giving back to you for all you give to me. Today is a good day for healing and giving thanks, dont ya think? I am off to get the candels and set up the alter. I have alot of loved ones outside and inside of here who need paryers and I know I do
Again, Thankyou all from the bottom of my heart and soul.
Touch Great Spirit,
Share your medicine,
Touch me, honor me,
So that I may know you too.