Ann, I can't tell you how much I appreciate your reply. It was just what I needed this morning, and mentally I feel better already, and I thank you for that! Your note made sense of it all.
I don't want to get too lengthy about all this, but, in trying to get off this drug as quickly as possible, I realize I probably did all the wrong things, but it was unreal how I felt that I had to get away from this drug as quickly as possible; I just felt like I couldn't wait. At the time I realized there would more than likely be problems but my feel was "how much worse can they get?"
The last three days and nights have been absolute torture. No sleep at all for the first two nights. Then, last night I was searching on the Internet and found that sometimes they use lorazepam for RLS and I remembered having been prescribed that several months ago, so I decided I would try 1 mg of that - nothing. By midnight I was beside myself. I have back problems so the doctor mentioned that walking on the treadmill was not good for that, but as I was walking all over the house and being desperate, I dedided to try to walk some. By this time I was stumbling around and bouncing off the walls. I decided to try the treadmill and take it slow and with care, and I walked 1/4 mile. I have one of those bags that you put in the microwave, (rice inside, I think) and I heated that up and the phone woke up this morning at 9:11. The first thing I did was check my email to see if there was a reply relative to all this and there you were. I fell uplifted like you wouldn't believe, partly due to getting a little bit of sleep, I'm sure, but also due to your note. Your note makes so much sense and I will definitely be guided by it.
My husband has insisted that I try to get in sooner, but my feeling is that (if possible) I would rather ride this thing out, see if I can get back to where I was in December off the medication, gain as much knowledge as possible, and take the vitamins and minerals recommended that would appear indicated. That was the plan I had last night and your note makes me lean in that direction even more.
I talked to a friend of my husbands who is on Mirapex, and has been for years he said, with absolutely no problems at all. Takes it during the day and doesn't get sleepy. Also, drinks 1/2 liter of tonic water a day and is having no problems with RLS.
After reading the similarities between Mirapex and Requip, I'm kinda spooked about trying Mirapex now. I definitely don't want to go through this experience again. What do you think? I mean I don't want to ask for the doctor's help and then put up a brick wall. I'm sure that is something out there that will help me; it's just a matter of finding the doctor who will take the time and work with me. I don't think this doctor is not one of those doctors who won't listen, just perhaps not well versed in RLS. When I mentioned in the very beginning that it didn't seem to be working totally, but that I was sleeping a little better, he said well if it's working at all let's just stay with it a while and maybe adjust the dose. My feeling is that taking 2 mg at 8 p.m. and 2 mg at 9-9:30 p.m. is simply toxic to me, and I don't want to have those feelings anymore.
Thanks so much, Ann, for taking the time to try to help me...you have! Thanks, also, for taking the time to read my life's story for the last three days; it really helps to communicate with someone who understands.
